Wednesday 26 December 2012

A SOLDIER’S MONOLOGUE



So long we stay in a particular place, we tend to forget its existence along with its beautiful facets and advantages!

I settled in my seat in the Allahabad bound train at Bina and looked out from the window. What a fun! Although the train was running in a straight direction, all objects nearer to my eyesight were running past in opposite direction backward side whereas the objects far off were running in parallel direction of the running train, both in opposite direction!

I had left military. But idiosyncrasy of military life clustered in the mind.The Military life in general and my life in particular were now running in opposite direction although I was travelling in a straight direction. It was a paradox of my life.

My mind was filled with emotions, events, memories, persons and places. The sweet, bitter, sour, pleasant and unhappy scenes were too crossing each other in the mind. Fortunately in my military life majority pictures were nostalgic, happy and indeed sweet, although they were having hard covers.

 Saugar,(a District city), was the place of the Mahar Machine Gun Regiment Centre. And its Koregaon Line was the Pride of the Mahar community of Maharashtra state in general and Mahar jawans (Soldiers) in particular. The British or Cavalry Lines, which were located a few miles away from the Koregaon Lines was our actual place of military training and all connected activities of jawans, the centre was known in civil as MRC in short. The place on face looked calm and quite but inside clustered with officers, JCOs, NCOs, Ors their families and extremely hard and tiring lives of soldiers who were heterogeneous but emotionally one, united in one thread though different in several respects. They spoke different languages, came from unknown – obscure far off places of the country and yet who considered this country as their mother. All were prepared to die, to protect her. They were not even distantly related and yet considered bound by a sense of best brotherhood,  jawans shared their family stories of happiness and sorrows, who never hesitated to tell them the bad news of deaths of their kiths and kins, and distributed sweets for new-arrivals in their homes, Their marriages, birth and wedding anniversaries  which they made known also to other soldiers. They never hesitated to narrate about the quarrels in their families and differences between castes at their native places. Strangely they told such stories to other jawans who probably did not belong to their caste or community keeping not even iota of malice or caste mindedness in mind! Sense and feeling of belonging felt reciprocally. Border Battalions ( SCOUTS) were attached with Mahar Battalions and posted at MRC Saugar in 1956!(I have seen this).

 I remembered how Jeranal Singh (real name) from Jalandhar taught me Panjabi language and Gurumukhi Script. Ram Singh from Jodhapur district would tell me about their hard desert life. How Rainnwar from Chikodi – Karnataka State – tried unsuccessfully to teach me Kannada language. May he be only one jawan from the district but he never felt that he was alone! All spoke their own mother tongue, but never felt language barriers! None realized territorial or boundary limitations.

 They belonged to different castes and creeds but none felt even the slightest difference. When returned from leave rarely any jawan forgot to bring a special recipe of his home and distribute it to his section or platoon mate jawans. It gave him an immense pleasure when others appreciated the recipe! He would show photographs of his parents, family members, his wife and children with overflowing joy on his face and glowing mischievous smile with widened eyes! All jawans felt proud of their own caste or community’s martial status and yet expressed no competitive or comparative jealousy or hatred or sense of superiority against each others!

 Mahar Regiment’s martial song – Veer Shivajike Balak Hum Hain Mahar Sainik Hum Hum Hum i.e. “We children of the brave King Shivaji are the mahar soldiers” – when played by the Mahar Regiment’s band – led by a Muslim band officer – inspired every Mahar jawan to lift his rifle to destroy the invading enemy!

Engrossed in down memory lane I fondly remembered Dattu Mane (real name) from Satara district. His number was 4533503 and mine was 453502. He gave me a big amount of Rs. 5/- for my journey expenses and it really was a big sum as a Seepoy’s salary was just Rs. 35/-.Yadav Ranshringare from Solapur who always gave me brotherly love and stood by me in all situations, whose mother treated me as her own son and who served me non-vegetarian food when they themselves were strictly vegetarian, whenever, I stayed in their home at Solapur. In fact this bond  created in military extended right up to his family in Solapur! 

Though military consisted of different jawans, speaking different languages, belonging to different faiths, observing different social customs with different family backgrounds, but all considered military as one family! And it was not a superficial feeling but a real one of emotional bond! Otherwise how to explain the help I received from Subhedar Major Dilbag Singh – a Sikh from Punjab, Junior Commissioned Officer from Army Educational core, Jamadar G. L. Pandit – a Brahmin, Major Thomas – a Christian from Kerala, Col. Tuli – a Punjabi, Hawaldar Baliram Salvi – a war veteran and Veer Chakra awardee from Maharashtra – a Mahar!

Arrival cannot be imagined without departure. End has no existence without beginning. My travel up to graduation was unthinkable without matriculation. I was just 8th standard qualified. How could I forget Col. Ghashiram, our centre’s Commanding Officer? It was Col. Ghashiram, a religious minded but a strict disciplinied officer who agreed to Subhedar Major Dilbag Singh’s request for my further education.

It was our Regiment, which provided me a link with families of Shrikhande and Hardikar! Officers showered their blessings on me. JCOs gave me their help and supports while NCOs and Ors liked, loved and respected me tremendously. As all objects were moving fast outside, so were several – unaccountable – events and persons in uniforms appearing and disappearing fast from my mental screen. For a moment my sub conscience got tired saying, “Stop now, you would be criticized as braggadocio”.

And slowly the train came to halt. It was Allahabad I woke up from a long slumber, from a real and beautiful dream and a signboard of Allahabad brought me down on the platform. But the dream lingered in my mind printing its indelible marks forever!

For a moment I thought alas, all Indian parents could send their children in military at least for some years or Government made compulsory for all the young boys and girls to spend some period in the military. No school or college or institution would provide and inculcate a sense of discipline, love and affection for each other, prepare to face hard problems of life, cultivate a feeling of national brotherhood and make ready for supreme sacrifice; except army. Regimental career knows no territorial, racial, religious, and linguistic or caste-pertaining demarcations! Unknowingly all these barriers, which otherwise are becoming insurmountable impediments in our national life. Army breaks them into pieces! Which way we should adopt? The way binding us in national integration or other way leading to statehood boundaries! Choice would be ours!

 Thus still one more chapter of my life is closed here\

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